Whelp, it's the new year, 2010.

It doesn't feel much different to me really. I spent new years with Brandin, Joyce, Brandin's friend, Corey, and Brandin's sister, Elizabeth. It was really fun; I haven't laughed that much in a long time. For the rest of the time I spent there, Brandin, Joy, and I just hung out. It was cold as hell, but we had fun. I wrote a few poems that I like, too.

I miss both of my friends already. I hate being so far apart from them so much. They say that home is where the heart is, and so my heart is where ever Brandin is. My heart is with him, so he's my home.

We'll be going to Ohayocon again. It'll be a year since I met Brandin; I met him there last year. A lot has happened since then, and I have one or two regrets. But for the most part, I wouldn't change a thing about the past year. It's been hard at times, but it's done, and I'm still here. I'm happy too. Really happy. I have wonderful friends, and a boyfriend who loves and respects me. I'm so lucky.

So here's to the new year

Well, my drawing tablet pen has been gone and lost for some time. I finally found it and can start working on my drawings saved up on the computer. YAY!

Also, I'll be having my first thanks giving apart from my parents. I'll be going down to my boyfriend's home with him, as I have been lucky enough to be invited down. I really want to make a good impression, as I do love him very much... We've been dating almost four months, and I'm still gushing as badly as I did when he first asked me.

But he's moving back down to Ohio... and will be much farther away from me and Joyce. I've cried about it, and I know that Joy probably will. At most, I'll only see him once a month. At least for now. I'm going to get my driving--Oh! I have my license! I can drive on my own, and it's only the matter of having a car--down, and then I'll be able to go down and see him whenever I can.

It doesn't help that I've been apart from him and Joy for a lot longer than usual. I get restless at night because he's not in the bed with me. (having my dog, Ruby, sleeping there with me is a poor substitute.) Even though I've spent lots of time without them, I've spent enough so that it's gotten so that when they're not around, I feel a bit... off. It feels like there's something missing all the time. I find myself always thinking about what one or the other of them would say or do in situations I find myself in.

That's why I'm lonely; my friends aren't here.

BUT! Joyce is bringing Puppy down on thursday, and while she has to go back the same day, he's staying for six days before he finally makes the move back. I'm going to miss him, but our relationship won't change. That, and I'm going to go with him. ^^

Well, that's about it.

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Well, things are going pretty good for me. I have a great boyfriend (he may say otherwise but trust me, he's awesome) great friends and family, and school is going well too.

My art seems to be going well too. I just put up a new pic [link] and people seem to really like it! I really like the character, Zane.

She's really spunky but there are certain triggers which turn that part of her into nothing. She's grown up in a world where financed organs can be repossessed and her parents gave her an organ that creates the drug they're addicted to that goes through the second circulatory system they also put into her. She hates needles, and has been forced to grow up much faster than a person should.

So at times, she slips back into that childlike state when she sees something that fascinates her.

ON MY COMPUTER!!

My COMPUTER!! She threw up on my rutting computer! I mean come ON!

She's old and she throws up on just about everything but my computer?

TT__TT

-sigh-

I guess I should be used to it but.... -grumbles-

Anyways. yeah.

So far, it's not so bad.

I have it on mondays and wednesdays and today is my second day. Leaving in about ten minutes. I'll be driving on my own pretty soon and that'll be fun. So I won't space out during class and work on things that don't have anything to do with subject matter, I'm not going to be bringing my personal notebooks or my sketchbook to school this year.

I want to do well, so that when I transfer to university, I'll be more likely to be accepted.

And I think I'll put out there a big decision that I've been turning over and over in my mind for some time now. -deep breath- Whelp, after this semester, I think I'm going to transfer up to the Midland version of WCC. Delta. Yup, moving up to Midland where I think there's a better creative writing program. Now, before people down here in Ann Arbor, or in areas near there panic, I'm not going to leave forever. I'll visit home whenever I can. I'll get a job that can be transfered up there, and likely get a place with Joy and Brandin.

Mum doesn't like the idea, and neither does dad. But if I have my own car and money, and as long as I can still get my prescriptions up there, I'll be fine. When I need to visit my physiologist I'll come back down. I may stop seeing a therapist.

I know it's a big decision, believe me I know. I really do. But I want to do it. And I'm going to.

Well, almost time for school.