Well, things are going pretty good for me. I have a great boyfriend (he may say otherwise but trust me, he's awesome) great friends and family, and school is going well too.

My art seems to be going well too. I just put up a new pic [link] and people seem to really like it! I really like the character, Zane.

She's really spunky but there are certain triggers which turn that part of her into nothing. She's grown up in a world where financed organs can be repossessed and her parents gave her an organ that creates the drug they're addicted to that goes through the second circulatory system they also put into her. She hates needles, and has been forced to grow up much faster than a person should.

So at times, she slips back into that childlike state when she sees something that fascinates her.

ON MY COMPUTER!!

My COMPUTER!! She threw up on my rutting computer! I mean come ON!

She's old and she throws up on just about everything but my computer?

TT__TT

-sigh-

I guess I should be used to it but.... -grumbles-

Anyways. yeah.

So far, it's not so bad.

I have it on mondays and wednesdays and today is my second day. Leaving in about ten minutes. I'll be driving on my own pretty soon and that'll be fun. So I won't space out during class and work on things that don't have anything to do with subject matter, I'm not going to be bringing my personal notebooks or my sketchbook to school this year.

I want to do well, so that when I transfer to university, I'll be more likely to be accepted.

And I think I'll put out there a big decision that I've been turning over and over in my mind for some time now. -deep breath- Whelp, after this semester, I think I'm going to transfer up to the Midland version of WCC. Delta. Yup, moving up to Midland where I think there's a better creative writing program. Now, before people down here in Ann Arbor, or in areas near there panic, I'm not going to leave forever. I'll visit home whenever I can. I'll get a job that can be transfered up there, and likely get a place with Joy and Brandin.

Mum doesn't like the idea, and neither does dad. But if I have my own car and money, and as long as I can still get my prescriptions up there, I'll be fine. When I need to visit my physiologist I'll come back down. I may stop seeing a therapist.

I know it's a big decision, believe me I know. I really do. But I want to do it. And I'm going to.

Well, almost time for school.

Wow...

I start college soon. Like at seven thirty. (its one fifty five right now.)

I'm really nervous.... at least I think I am. I can't sleep right now, and Puppy and Joyce will probably scold me later if I don't get any sleep.

But hell, I'm going to be in COLLEGE!! I wish my boyfriend and my best friend could be with me, but Joy has to go to school as well, and Puppy is job hunting. I just spent time with him and Joy, went to a convention as three characters from Firefly. I was River Tam, Puppy was Malcolm Reynolds, and Joyce as Kaylee.

Soooo much fun.

We also went to a race on saturday, and I had fun. It's not something I've found myself enjoying before, but I really had fun. It doesn't matter what I do; so long as it's with them I have so much fun.

I love those two so much, and I know that after this semester is over, I'm going to transfer to the community college up there in midland. Delta is apparently a very good school. Hopefully, Joy, Puppy and I will be able to get a place together.

I'll try to sleep.

So... It ended after all.

I am no longer roleplaying with my usual partner. We have severed ties. Likely for a good long time. It wasn't a good ending, but it has ended. I'm not happy about it, but what has happened, has already happened.